Painful Moments “Moment Five”

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Do you know what the meaning of disappointment is? Have you ever been through it?

Have you ever lived the moment at twelve in the morning when you were preparing yourself for your physics exam in your warm bedroom for the next day and all of a sudden you realize that you lost everything that night?

Have you ever asked someone you trusted and loved so much, someone you used to think of as being your role model, the symbol of success to you, someone you always wanted to be like one day; to be by your side and help you at the moment you really needed his help and he broke your heart with hurtful words that are still stuck in your brain until now?

Have you ever left something you loved so much and couldn’t take it with you because you were forced to do so, because life have putten you in this situation, you knew deep inside you that something bad will happen later, but you ignored this feeling saying it will be fine, and then you came back and it wasn’t fine, it wasn’t fine at all?

Have you ever graduated from your high school and lived the best night in your entire life, and then after few days from that night you know that a close one to your heart died before your graduation in four days and everyone lied to you saying that she’s fine at the hospital they’re just taking care of her, they never told you at the same time because they didn’t want to ruin your happiness and you never had the chance to know where her grave is?

Have you ever wanted something since you were a kid and waited for so long for it to happen, and at the moment you actually gave up on it and never wanted it anymore, it came to you at four in the afternoon, and you welcomed it with yourself sleeping in the bed covering up your head like it never came?

This was just the beginning, the beginning of so many memories, so many pages that we’ve struggled so hard to fold, ignore and try to forget. There are things, no matter what we do, they will not go, they will not fade or disappear. They will remain engraved in our memory, no matter how much time passes.

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“It’s nice to imagine, but then?”

“It was a nice lie, I believed it”

Time sleep is the medicine for everything”

“Don’t look at my laughter, I’m actually a very unhappy person”

“I’m tired, I can’t even bear myself”

“Then something happens. And you cannot become like before anymore.”

“How much we died just to live a little bit..”

“Actually there’s nothing like this. You imagined. You said it would be. I will walk, I may fall. But there’s nothing. You thought there’s something.”

“Then a photo appears in front of you, all what you thought you forgot through all this time, makes you kneel in front of the longing.”

“I became tired from making myself tired..”

“Sometimes I feel like I want to walk for hours, like by walking everything will pass..”

“Before, I used to think that the worst thing in life is to stay alone. No, it’s not. The worst thing in life is staying between the people who make you feel alone..”

“Unfortunately you’re crazy, deranged, and out of your mind. But do you want me to give you a secret? All good people deep inside are like this.”

“Mom, I’m so in pain.”

“By the way, does everyone go through what they made others go through?”

“Did you hear my silence?”

“We’re going to scream, they will never hear. Always the same story.”

“At the end, I explained all my fears to you and now my fear is you.”

From “thanks for your existence in my life” to “Take care of yourself” …

“I became a person like ice, they didn’t leave me feelings.”

“We learned to stay lonely from people who said we will never go to us.”

“There are some dates that you didn’t forget, you couldn’t forget.”

“The heart is really burning.”

“It won’t pass, it won’t, it stays in your mind and you can’t forget, even though he’s not that important person…”

“A lot of songs were deleted from our playlists, in order to not make us remember some things.”

“I swear you’re a big frustration, I swear you’re a big sigh, you’re a big deep pain.”

“If we sat down and talked maybe everything could’ve passed, turning your head and ignoring wasn’t even indicating love.”

“But you’ve never been with me, maybe your mind or your heart has been somewhere else.”

Sometimes when a person says, “I’m fine” he really needs someone to look into his eyes and say, “I know you’re not.”

Do you think of me?

“Everything falls apart as I try to pick it up.”

“I know you will win, but I don’t know how many times after losing.”

One day you’ll look, my name changed to an Instagram user…

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