Painful Moments Part One

Everyone of us went through that moment,

The moment we feel ourselves so weak in, so tired, so exhausted, so lonely, so in pain, so broken, our wounds are bleeding and no one is trying to heal them, no one is with us, no one is holding us, we have that heavy thing that no one can handle…

That moment, when we stay awake late at night, crying, holding our pillows tightly, putting our hands in front of our mouths, closing them, to cry silently, so no one hears us, no one realizes our weakness…

That moment when we hear that damn scary phrase “Are you okay?” and we just drop down that smile, without saying a word, so we don’t burst out crying and tell them what’s wrong with us because no one can understand…

That moment when our souls die, and we become just empty bodies moving around, having no feelings, empty from happiness, hopes, dreams, bodies that know nothing but death…

That moment when we admit, we realize that we’re depressed and we just can’t do anything anymore…

It’s hard, so hard to go through this, I know this feeling very well, when you don’t want anything from this life anymore, you just want to go, to disappear, and become not existed anymore, you may think that this may solve everything, so you put your head on your pillow, hoping your eyes never open the next morning, but then you wake up, and realize that it won’t work like this, you won’t die that easy.



For seeing my Pinterest board “Depression” that carry these pictures, please visit this Pinterest link

For painful moments part two, please visit this link Painful Moments


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